Confessions of an Obsession

i jogged on my tredmill today.  hey, after a week of being sick and being able to do nothing but eat and leech around, i NEED it.  i enjoyed it too, it was something to do on this horridly boring day.

i went on netflix.com and ordered hedwig and the angry inch because videostores around me are too fucking lame to have it

alright so hedwig and the angry inch:  transvestite.  Hansel is his real name, Hedwig is his stage name.  Here's the thing:  Hedwig is GORGEOUS and WOW-level hot but then...Hansel's icky haha

I can't wait for christmas/chanuka/yule/quanza/december 25th.  you know why?  cuz im getting a video camera!!! 

Yeah so I get here, I've been missing for 2 days, and I sit down with 3 of my "friends".  Not one of them asks me how I'm doing, says a word to me, even says hello!  The ones that do?  Not anyone I "should" be friends with.  fuck that

ever notice that the best friends are outcasts?

home sick AGAIN.  but this time im doing homework.  go me right? :-P

im really pissed this blog has no emoticons.  thats just wrong.

well i can breathe now and my fevers sorta gone but i have a cough now YAY.  i just realized, my best friend that ive known for 16 years--yeah i dont know her email address.  haha wow.

people on myspace dont like my default picture SUCK MY DICK

feels like my throats closing in on itself--same with my nose i cant fucking breathe

watched jeffree star's new video today and downloaded another hedwig/angry inch song.  watched rent too. 

i hate being sick, i feel so lazy but i cant sleep whats up with that?  gonna shower at least. 

Muchas Smoochas